maybe, just maybe, he/the other half/the bf was sent to me by God to make me a better person.
ok spiritual sangat pulak bunyik nyer. lol.
the thing is, i'm just touched and amazed of his sincerity.
he's so wanna be a good husband to me someday. a perfect husband.
betul, seorang suami tu besar tanggungjawabnya. and dah mmg idaman aku nk ada suami yg beriman dan boleh membimbing aku menjadi org yg lebih baik.
tapi tak sangka la pulak preparationnya begitu dasyat skali. terharu beb.
starting a few months ago, he was constantly learning to be better. belajar ilmu agama, cuba untuk solat di masjid everytime prayers. what's even better, apa dia belajar die ajar aku jugak. so secara tak langsung aku pn belajar sama2 which is a good thing really.
everytime we go out, die suka bawak aku pergi masjid untuk solat. macam semua masjid pun aku dh masuk. ok tipulah semua. tapi banyak la. lol.
he also bought me some islamic books which surprisingly i find them interesting to read. macam eh, tetibe je bagi. pandai pulak tu pilih buku yg sesuai dgn jiwa aku.
sometimes i feel like he deserves someone better, he is waaaay too nice but come to think of it, maybe we were meant to be with each other. bak kata orang, saling melengkapi.
lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik.
what he did actually influences me to be a better person too. i know i'm not perfect, iman tak cukup kuat, but it's never too late to change bit by bit kan?
i'm also touched that he actually tries hard to find money for us to be married. with his photography jobs here and there, selling his photos online, applying scholarships, jobs. terharu, sangat terharu. i didn't realize he was that serious.
now what i can do is doa and bersyukur. bersyukur sangat-sangat.
moga-moga Allah panjangkan jodoh kami dan satukan hati kami satu hari nanti bile sampai waktunya. Dia lebih tahu mane yg baik dan yang buruk. after all, Dia yang menentukan semuanya.
all i know is, all the things he did are the sweetest thing ever. :)
