ken lee..

I watched this video before but it reminds me again when carly smithson sang the song(original version) just now on American Idol. really funny! make me smile again. =)

emotional situation

fuck it. i can't stand this bastard anymore.

he's so NOT matured and so FUCKING annoying!

i feel like i want to quit the job cuz i can't even look at his face. merosakkan my mood every single day! but what for nk quit the job just because of him kan? i like the job. shit la!

just because i ignore him, he wants to ignore me jugak la. cuz he sms me every day and i tak layan. what for nk nk layan org yg main2kan org? then nk balas dendam ke ape?! he treated me like sampah! imagine he asked me to take the product myself from the store. kat tempat yg gelap/berhabuk and the box is not even opened yet. and i have to find a knife and open it myself dengan lipas berlari2 kluar. it's your job la mangkuk!

kerek mcm babi! then he said " sape yg kerek skrg?". pegi mampus la wei! tak puas hati pulak. dh ade awek nk menggatal. tak layan, emo! what kind of person is he ar?

urrgh tension! thank god i'm not in the same department. thank god jugak ade senior chemist yg understanding. he said just ask him to get it from the store if i want anything.

*sigh*. cant beleive ppl can behave like this.

go to HELL la fucker. pfft.

He simply make our day

oh my god. i met jericho in person! for those yg xtau, Jericho is the gorgeous phillipino actor. known from the famous series 'Pangako Sayo'.

i was meeting up with my utm friends at 'ole-ole bali' @ sunway pyramid when suddenly we saw him and we got super duper excited. gile obvious pulak tuh. so we actually took the chance to approach him and took pictures! well actually we asked the waitress to ask his permission and she helped us took the pictures. thanx akak! so it's now officially in our friendster photos and mobile phone wallpapers. LOL.

pelik tapi benar

haha. i cant beleive that i actually passed the test for the PTD-Pegawai Tadbir dan Diplomatik (SPA) post. i didnt really wanted the job actually. at that time, i main apply je. cuz my mum really menggalakkan myself to work with the kerajaan. didnt really care when i actually got the letter to take the test. mmg malas gile nk pegi exspecially when ppl say the test is damn hard but my parents asked me to so i just pegi la. and yes, it was damn hard. dahla kene wat 2 esei! hentam keromo abis la. the IQ test, wahhh mmg mencabar minda! anyway, dah lame dh pn. weeks ago. i just checked the results tadi and i kinda confident that i failed. but then it says:

Tahniah! Anda telah LULUS Peperiksaan Khas Memasuki Perkhidmatan Pegawai Tadbir dan Diplomatik yang telah diadakan pada 16/02/2008.

i'm like.."HAAA? biar betul!!"

siap key in 2,3 kali IC cuz tak percaye. haha! pelik gile. cuz mmg buat that test pn cam tah pape. so supposingly after this interview plak. see how la. =P

i thought i was gonna hurt him. but he did it first.

damn.

but we used each other. so fair and square la kan. pfft.

confuse

have u ever cry so hard that u yourself confuse of why exactly were u crying?

i did. and i'm still confuse.

it's a fucking weird feeling. u have no idea.

i wanted to share it with my frens but i can't. i don't even know how to express the feeling. it's confusing. it's like lonely+mad+tension kinda feeling. i don't know if i'm mad at myself, the situation or 'someone'. but i did feel so sad just for a stupid reason. pelik gile ok! ntah apela puncanya, tetibe je rase so fucking lonely and i feel like i takde kawan. i mean i have frens but not real frens that will always be there for me. i feel so alone even though ramai kwn. ntahla. confuse!!

wutever it is, i need my frens. and i miss my 'merepekianz gurls' back in utm. u guys never make me feel lonely. i was happy all the time! i guess sbb we were always together unlike now. and i'm not saying i'm not happy with my other frens. i sayang my tmn tun frens. i just hope we could lepak more often.

haih. pelik pelik. stupid jugak.

anyway, went out with fai just now. kinda mengurangkan kesedihan. so the ubat is,hang out la bersama kwn2. that works for me. LOL.

updates..

bulan ni genap 3 months i've worked at syncoates. everything's good so far. hopefully confirmla i kat situ. cuz after 3 months supposed dah confirm. naikla gaji ke rm2000. yeay! hopefully la kan. getting closer to the people there. not the mention, kat syncoates ni banyak 'buaya-buaya darat'. almaklumla kat situ brape orang je pompuan. and disebabkan i'm the only one who's single, asyik kene ngorat jela! dr budak kecik sampai la ke suami org anak dua ni( i call him 'org tua gatal'.ngahaha.) but fun la jugak melayan deaorg ni. i kinda love the attention. :P

i'm planning to buy a phone. a Sony Ericson phone. kinda interested with the k550i model. gonna buy it dlm masa terdekat.

i'm excited to watch Incubus live in Malaysia. at the Sunburst KL Music festival. kene simpan tenaga ni. rite puchi?

i'm sick but malas nk gi klinik. probably tommorow.

chow!