i had a terrible dream last nite. i was getting engaged! and i don't even know who's my going-to-be fiance. scary siot. i think it was at my grandmother's house and all of my relatives were there. dh macam kenduri dah! and i was so freaking scared. i can't remember who i talked to, but i remember i told her that i don't wanna get engaged cuz i'm not ready but then smue org dah datang. camne ni? almost nak nangis dah mase tu! dahla i was just wearing a simple baju kurung. org lain pakai lagi vogue ok! mmg bukan mcm org nk tunang la. then suddenly majlis dah nk mule. oh shit! and then i woke up. haha!
only God knows how releived i was when i realize it was just a dream.
giler tak bole blah. tah hape hape tah.
Saturday, February 9, 2008
yuna-cool singer/songwriter
this girl is so cool. nice voice and all of her songs are so nice. sangat suke! this is one of her songs which is a bedroom cover of oh chentaku's polaroid. i want to see her perform live someday. layan gile ni. :P go yuna!
Friday, February 1, 2008
Thursday, January 31, 2008
single?
seems like everyone at my workplace can't beleive that i'm still single. haha. susah sgt ke nk percaye? they keep asking "betul ke takde pakwe?","knape takde pakwe?","tipu la takde pakwe..","biar betul takde pakwe?..". haih penat den nk menjawabnye. dah bosan dah ngn soalan2 nie.
yes i'm single. and available. LOL.
knowing the fact that i'm single, everyone dah bg assumptions that maybe i'm a bit 'memilih' or 'jual mahal' or stuff like that. i'm not any of that. am i?
a few weeks ago, my ex-boyfren called and asked if i could give him a second chance. he's been flirting with me before that but i just 'layan' him just like a friend. he asked me out a couple of times (actually banyak kali jugak la) but i always said NO and gave him plenty of excuses(sorry beb!). so that night, he called and confessed that what he did to me when we were together was wrong and that he have changed. i actually beleive that he have changed. he sounded like he's a different person now. but his feelings towards me and his sincerity is not convincing enough for me. i don't trust him anymore. i guess i can forgive but i cannot forget. and i don't wanna fall for him again. that's why i keep ignoring him before. its because i dont wanna let myself fall for him again. i dont wanna be with him again.
so is that called 'jual mahal' or what? i don't think so. i think i'm doing a right thing for myself.
i think i've learn a lot from my experiences in relationships. what to do, what not to do. i've been hurt and i did hurt someone before. that particular someone is also one of my closest frens. i wish i could have that special feeling for him as much as he did at that time but it's not there. and i keep falling for the wrong guys. haih! seeing him with his girlfriend of 4 years, i know that he's very very happy. and i'm so happy for him. i wish i could be as happy as he is.
GOD don't give us the people that we want. Instead, GOD give us the people that we need.
GOd make us meet a few wrong people before we finally meet the right one.
yes i'm single. and available. LOL.
knowing the fact that i'm single, everyone dah bg assumptions that maybe i'm a bit 'memilih' or 'jual mahal' or stuff like that. i'm not any of that. am i?
a few weeks ago, my ex-boyfren called and asked if i could give him a second chance. he's been flirting with me before that but i just 'layan' him just like a friend. he asked me out a couple of times (actually banyak kali jugak la) but i always said NO and gave him plenty of excuses(sorry beb!). so that night, he called and confessed that what he did to me when we were together was wrong and that he have changed. i actually beleive that he have changed. he sounded like he's a different person now. but his feelings towards me and his sincerity is not convincing enough for me. i don't trust him anymore. i guess i can forgive but i cannot forget. and i don't wanna fall for him again. that's why i keep ignoring him before. its because i dont wanna let myself fall for him again. i dont wanna be with him again.
so is that called 'jual mahal' or what? i don't think so. i think i'm doing a right thing for myself.
i think i've learn a lot from my experiences in relationships. what to do, what not to do. i've been hurt and i did hurt someone before. that particular someone is also one of my closest frens. i wish i could have that special feeling for him as much as he did at that time but it's not there. and i keep falling for the wrong guys. haih! seeing him with his girlfriend of 4 years, i know that he's very very happy. and i'm so happy for him. i wish i could be as happy as he is.
GOD don't give us the people that we want. Instead, GOD give us the people that we need.
GOd make us meet a few wrong people before we finally meet the right one.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Monday, January 21, 2008
angan-anganku
1. to open a cafe or restaurant of my own. (with bands playing while ppl having dinner)
2. to actually be good at baking cakes/muffins/brownies (in the making..so far so good. just xde masa sgt nk buat)and sell them. these are actually the first thing in mind for the menu of the cafe. :P
3. to create my own products such as shampoo, shower cream or fragrances using my chemical skills (still developing the skills. hoping to work in this kinda industry someday to learn more) and open a shop of my own. inspired by Body Shop.
4. to be in love again and have a loving, responsible great great husband.
5. to have a garden wedding. pfft.
angan-angan jela. not sure jadi pun. but yg penting ade angan-angan. huhu. but i really hope for the 2nd last. ok yg last pun nak jugak. pfft.
2. to actually be good at baking cakes/muffins/brownies (in the making..so far so good. just xde masa sgt nk buat)and sell them. these are actually the first thing in mind for the menu of the cafe. :P
3. to create my own products such as shampoo, shower cream or fragrances using my chemical skills (still developing the skills. hoping to work in this kinda industry someday to learn more) and open a shop of my own. inspired by Body Shop.
4. to be in love again and have a loving, responsible great great husband.
5. to have a garden wedding. pfft.
angan-angan jela. not sure jadi pun. but yg penting ade angan-angan. huhu. but i really hope for the 2nd last. ok yg last pun nak jugak. pfft.
Monday, January 14, 2008
A short trip to PD
i had fun at PD with the tmn tun friends. we had barbeque at shaz's place on saturday nite. the plan was to have it kat pantai but then when we got there, it started to rain so we decided to do it at shaz's place but then kejap je hujan. damn.
the next day, we went to mandi manda di laut. we played the banana boat which is fun but tak puas cuz rase mcm sekejap je. next time nak naik lagi. haha. by tengah hari, we went back and we had a so-called surprise birthday party to shira (happy birthday shira!) and then we had lunch (at 4 pm :P)pastu terus balik kl.
although macam sekejap, but i think it was fun. hope we can have a trip somewhere else pulak. tunggu smue ade banyak duit. LOL.
the next day, we went to mandi manda di laut. we played the banana boat which is fun but tak puas cuz rase mcm sekejap je. next time nak naik lagi. haha. by tengah hari, we went back and we had a so-called surprise birthday party to shira (happy birthday shira!) and then we had lunch (at 4 pm :P)pastu terus balik kl.
although macam sekejap, but i think it was fun. hope we can have a trip somewhere else pulak. tunggu smue ade banyak duit. LOL.
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