kebosanan melanda

harini cuti birthday agong. i stay one whole day at home. except teman mama pegi klinik and dinner. agak bosan la. at first ade plan nk hang out with my tmn tun friends tp mcm bz je semue. besides mcm dh last minute. yerla memule my utm friends plan nk hang out. pastu tak jadi, pastu jadi, pastu tak jadi balik. so nk buat plan pun susah.

ptg tadie ingat nk pi jogging tp hujan pulak. dah lame dah tak exercise. terase tak sehat pulak badan ni. dahla asik makan bende2 yg tak berfaedah je. dari haritu gian nk swimming tp tak beli2 lagi swimming suit. ssh betul la nk carik swimming suit yg sesuai. kan best mase kat jb dlu, mandi pki t-shirt sudah! tempat2 tertentu je kot yg tak kesah sgt pki ape tp mostly mmg strictly kn pki swimming suit.

i remember mase kat utm dulu. exspecially mase short sem. hari2 jogging beb! klu tak jogging pun, cycling. healthy lifestyle betul! dengan futsal nye lagi. mmg best gile la. dh balik duk kl ni, jadik malas. asik2 tgk tv, makan, tido. sangat tak healthy betul. i have to change this.

since this afternoon, i've been watching 'ezora' back to back online. best pulak cite tu. skrg ni dh suke plak tgk drama2 melayu ni. maybe bcuz dh makin logik compared to cite2 melayu dulu contohnye sembilu tu. gile annoying. besides suke plak tgk si beego tu. makin hensem lepas kawin then cerai. pfft. abis dah smue episod i tgk. tunggu yg akan dtg pulak.

over dinner with the family, we had this perbincangan hangat about my lil brother. whether he should pursue his degree in France (under JPA) or at UTP. my mum risau he cannot cope with the language and everything. my dad pulak menggalakkkan dea pegi. it's not his choice pun sbnrnye. at first tak dpt tp mase appeal ade 2 je engineering nye course. satu kat jepun, satu kat france. he chose France. tak sangke plak dpt. mule la smue bg pendapat. mcm ktorg pulak yg nk sambung degree tu. bak kate my mum "kt pulak pening2 kepala, ntah2 dea tido je kat sane (dea kat KMPP skrg)tak pkir pape pun". tau takpe!

ym-ed with a fren gak tadie. she had a problem in her relationship. knowing her story, kesian gile la. i feel sad too. tup2 dah baik balik. alhamdulillah. happy for her. suddenly dh pkir pasal kawin? hm advanced. maybe mmg kt dh actually smpi mase utk pkir psl kawin. i feel so kesian bile tgk org2 yg dh agak melepasi umur spatutnye utk kawin tp tak kawin2(apekah ayat ni?). mcm my senior chemist/clique, he's 33 and not yet married. kesian je tgk dea. kwn2 dea smue dh kawin dh ade anak. budak2 ofis pulak smuenye nk kenen2kan me and him. dea mmg baik orgnye, pendiam tapi terlampau baik smpi org bole pijak kepala dea. sometimes pkir, kesian jugak. perlu ke give him a chance? tp tanak la. tak boleh. he can be a good husband but i'm not sure he can be a good partner. he's too sweet. i just can't. besides cam dh anggap dea kawan, dh anggap mcm abang yg sgt protective. i wish i could find someone for him, pertolongan dr seorg kawan. erm teek? nak tak? hehe. *wink*

hm itulah kemerepekan ku harini. my thoughts of the day. saje je menghilangkan kebosanan. pfft.