miracles

do u beleive in miracles?

i do.


these past few days my relative has been hospitalized for meningitis. last nite, she was confirmed brain dead. there was no heartbeat, zero response and the only thing that supported her was the machine. without the machine, she is dead.

so because the hospital need to follow some procedures, they were supposed to run some tests today, just to confirm and then off the machine.

her family has prepared for the pengebumian and everything. amazingly, after they off the machine, she's still breathing. she's breathing on her own. everyone was shocked. even the doctor.

although i'm not close to her (i rarely meet her,sedara jauh), i pray for her. hope everything's fine for her and her family.


i remember how it was with my mum. it was more or less the same situation. she was supported by the machine. it was awful.

two or three of my aunties and uncles thought that maybe i should just off the machine and let her go. i disagree with them but i didnt say anything. no matter what everyone said, i was still hoping my mum would open her eyes. i beleive something could happen. a miracle could happen.

on that day, i pray to GOD "if she still have a chance to live, let her live. if it's the time, take her then". there you go. that night, she died peacefully. Al fatihah..


mama.. hana rindu sangat kat mama. hana sedih sangat mama takde. tp hana kuat macam mama. if u're here and u watch me go through everything now, u would be so proud of me..