risau.

i used to called my late mom a paranoid bcuz she worries about almost everything.

she worries about me driving alone at night.

she worries about me going to the shops alone (even if its just walking distance).

she worries when i go out with some random guys.

she worries when i'm sick. (she worries it'll be worse)

she worries about everything!

i sometimes thought that she was over protective and over caring.


now, i think i become just like her. i worry about almost everything. i think too much. and i become very sensitive.

and i hate it.

have u ever have that feeling when u care so much about people that u just want them to be happy and u dont want anything bad for them?

this is all so ridicolous and confusing.

crap. i feel old and i miss my mum. :(