actually malas nk cerita kisah sedih2. especially yang related to family. but last week mmg rasa sedih sangat-sangat. my parents suddenly asking and saying things that they shoudn't. seolah-olah macam losing trust in syib. and what's more hurtful is that everything they said is as if they don't trust me and my decision. mcm2 they said like 'will i hidup selesa with him?', 'betul ke he's the right one?'.emosi lah jugak 2,3 hari sbb rasa sgt frustrated. risau, marah, confuse, kecik hati sangat-sangat. but at the end of the day, i understand that they are worried. mungkin bile tunggu lama they feel that syib didn't treat me well. but he did. just that dieorg tak nampak. plus something bad happened to nda's nephew so i understand that dieorg suddenly risau sangat.(the bride cancels the wedding the night before nikah).
talked with syib about this and we both agreed that maybe because syib pn dah lama tak dtg jumpa my parents. so they are not convinced. it's a wake up call for both of us. maybe he should spend more time with my family and i should spend more time with his family too.
anyway, slow talked with them and opened my heart and they understand already our situation. i feel relieved. and alhamdulillah, good news is coming. it's not confirmed yet but insyaallah. :)
just like the saying, there's always sunshine after the rain. :)
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