i'm exhausted.
i'm confused.
i'm emotionally unstable.
sometimes i feel i wanna run away. dissapear for a while. i couldnt take this anymore. i'm really tired. but i cant run. i have to face this. i have to be strong. but i wonder, when will this be over?
all the burden is on me. i took care of her every single night. in the mornings i go to work. i have to clean and take care of the house. i have to wash the clothes. i have to give her support. i have to do everything. i'm exhausted. i'm really really exhausted. having brothers is not helpful at all.
God, HElP me. help me plz. help me to be strong. cuz i know i can.
3 comments:
hang in there ok?
you have your friends..even if we cant help take the burden of the physical stuff that you have to endure, we still can help emotionally..
boys/guys are useless. i soooo can attest to that. sometimes it feels like saying "is it empty up there?". and to make matters worse, girls are naturally feel the sense of responsibility. Here's a tip. Don't do anything other than your chore. don't bother to wash their dirty plates/mugs etc. it might backfire by them leaving everything. so, this is your Q of "tu sapa nk basuhkan?". shoot, i'm getting emo on chores subject. sorry ye.
i know it's hard. sometimes u just have to go on autopilot, just do it. the more you think about it, the more you think about some ppl not helping, the more annoyed you are. You'll be one heckuva strong, independent, superskill individual. And i'm attesting to that.
fai: thanx beb. i need that so much.
teek: tell me about it. maybe not all the guys la. but our brothers ni kot yg sengal. *sigh* u're right. just do it. dont think about it. i'll try my best.
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