single?

seems like everyone at my workplace can't beleive that i'm still single. haha. susah sgt ke nk percaye? they keep asking "betul ke takde pakwe?","knape takde pakwe?","tipu la takde pakwe..","biar betul takde pakwe?..". haih penat den nk menjawabnye. dah bosan dah ngn soalan2 nie.

yes i'm single. and available. LOL.

knowing the fact that i'm single, everyone dah bg assumptions that maybe i'm a bit 'memilih' or 'jual mahal' or stuff like that. i'm not any of that. am i?

a few weeks ago, my ex-boyfren called and asked if i could give him a second chance. he's been flirting with me before that but i just 'layan' him just like a friend. he asked me out a couple of times (actually banyak kali jugak la) but i always said NO and gave him plenty of excuses(sorry beb!). so that night, he called and confessed that what he did to me when we were together was wrong and that he have changed. i actually beleive that he have changed. he sounded like he's a different person now. but his feelings towards me and his sincerity is not convincing enough for me. i don't trust him anymore. i guess i can forgive but i cannot forget. and i don't wanna fall for him again. that's why i keep ignoring him before. its because i dont wanna let myself fall for him again. i dont wanna be with him again.

so is that called 'jual mahal' or what? i don't think so. i think i'm doing a right thing for myself.

i think i've learn a lot from my experiences in relationships. what to do, what not to do. i've been hurt and i did hurt someone before. that particular someone is also one of my closest frens. i wish i could have that special feeling for him as much as he did at that time but it's not there. and i keep falling for the wrong guys. haih! seeing him with his girlfriend of 4 years, i know that he's very very happy. and i'm so happy for him. i wish i could be as happy as he is.

GOD don't give us the people that we want. Instead, GOD give us the people that we need.

GOd make us meet a few wrong people before we finally meet the right one.

bencinyeee esok keje!! org lain smue cuti! kedekut cuti btul la syncoates ni. hmph.

angan-anganku

1. to open a cafe or restaurant of my own. (with bands playing while ppl having dinner)

2. to actually be good at baking cakes/muffins/brownies (in the making..so far so good. just xde masa sgt nk buat)and sell them. these are actually the first thing in mind for the menu of the cafe. :P

3. to create my own products such as shampoo, shower cream or fragrances using my chemical skills (still developing the skills. hoping to work in this kinda industry someday to learn more) and open a shop of my own. inspired by Body Shop.

4. to be in love again and have a loving, responsible great great husband.

5. to have a garden wedding. pfft.


angan-angan jela. not sure jadi pun. but yg penting ade angan-angan. huhu. but i really hope for the 2nd last. ok yg last pun nak jugak. pfft.

A short trip to PD

i had fun at PD with the tmn tun friends. we had barbeque at shaz's place on saturday nite. the plan was to have it kat pantai but then when we got there, it started to rain so we decided to do it at shaz's place but then kejap je hujan. damn.

the next day, we went to mandi manda di laut. we played the banana boat which is fun but tak puas cuz rase mcm sekejap je. next time nak naik lagi. haha. by tengah hari, we went back and we had a so-called surprise birthday party to shira (happy birthday shira!) and then we had lunch (at 4 pm :P)pastu terus balik kl.

although macam sekejap, but i think it was fun. hope we can have a trip somewhere else pulak. tunggu smue ade banyak duit. LOL.

take it slow..

i just love the lyrics. tiada kaitan antara yg hidup atau mati. :P

life is all about maybe's. we don't know what's gonna happen. after all, we're just ordinary people, we don't know which way to go, maybe we should take it slow.. :)

Ordinary people-John Legend

Girl, I'm in love with you
But This ain’t the honeymoon,
were pass the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times We get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday
I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistake
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this things work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
'Cause we're just ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

This ain’t no to movie, naw
No fairytale conclusions, naw
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way
I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances, we take second chances
Though it's not fair to see I still want you to stay

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
'Cause we're just ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you stay, maybe you leave, maybe you return
Maybe in another fight, maybe we won't survive
Maybe we'll grow we never know
Baby, you and I
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go, yeah
'Cause we're just ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
'Cause we're just ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow x3

reunion

kelmarin i went to klcc to meet up with some of my coursemates dlu time kat utm. it was fun since dh lame tak jumpe pun kan. so excited la jugak. ade ika,sue,teha,sitot,yon,jip,akim,megat and apis. we had lunch at chilli's where we were confused of who paid the bill. tetibe2 tau2 je bil dah dibayar. rupenye si yon dh bayar and trus kluar. saba je la kan. dah terkial2 kat luar tuh bagi duit masing2 kat yon. haha. hm then after that we went to petrosains. si akim la nk blanje. bagus btul 'abg' akim bwk kte lawatan sambil belajar ye? but sronok la jugak since kat klcc tuh ape la sangat bole buat kat situ. i think ktorg la yg plg kecoh dlm tuh mengalahkan budak2. tak sedor diri semuenye. masuk dlm tuh smue jadik childish gile. LOL.

bak kate apis, "ape lagi, balik nih blog ar" . macam tau2 je apis kan?

i miss them already. here's some of th pics but tak sempat nk amik gamba the guys. the girls je yg beriye2 bergambo, yg laki tukang amik gambo.haha. no offence guys! looking fwd to meet u all again!