there are times when i'm out of control. i realize i didn't do the right things and i'll regret it later. sometimes i need someone to remind me all the time. it's pretty hard to be all by myself almost all the time. but i'm glad i still can think wisely.

i need to work. fast.

travel lagi!

ok. i know i just got back from perhentian. now ade plan pegi pulau lagi! pffft. padahal next week ade family trip to langkawi. haha. but i'm not so excited about langkawi pun. nuthin much interesting there for me. layankan my dad je cuz he wanted to go. and then my cousin suddenly ajak pegi Lang Tengah (in between perhentian & redang). contemplating gile babas nk pegi ke tak, and i finally said..YES! hahaha. hana hana..jalan je asik. cannot tahan la. i figure time tak bekerja ni la nk berjalan kan. ok last ni last, pastu duduk umah je saving duit. :P

so i'll be going to langkawi on 5th- 8th June. probably nk pergi kursus lagi kat UTM Skudai on 9th tapi tak sure lagi. and then i'll be going to Lang Tengah on 25th-28th June. pfft. gile betul aku ni.

and then that's it. tolong jangan ajak saya pegi jalan lagi buat masa sekarang. saya ni mudah terpengaruh. muahaha.

Kris Allen wins!

my favourite American Idol wins the show! although i think Adam Lambert is a better performer(for the competition), Kris was always my favourite. i think he has his own uniqueness in his performances and he's soo cutee! i love it when he sang 'to make you feel my love' and his own accoustic version of Kanye West's Heartless. way to go, Kris!

I miss Perhentiaaaaan

i had a lot of fun from the Perhentian trip. dah rindu the beautiful corals, fishes, crystal clear blue water. yg best dpt tgk turtles and sharks dekat gile depan mate.

still hearing the sound of waves. pukulan ombak masih terase. lol. looking fwd for the underwater pics.

next trip: redang/tmn negara!





p/s: saye dpt berita yg kelakar dan pelik. lol.

i just came back from JB (UTM) attending a short course on Herbal Product Formulation and guess what did i make..


a collection of cosmetics!

ok bukan exactly buat sniri la but we (the participants) do it together beramai2. "apa yg penting..kerjasama!" (haha wonderpets). those are body wash, cologne, massage oil, hair gel and slimming cream.

we also did foods. buat kordial,jem and coffee too. haha. the idea is to use herbs in the products. and i did learn a lot. the khasiat, the process, the methods, the formulation, everything.

during the course, i met a few of the researchers there too and i kinda get the idea of what they actually did there. mcm interesting la pulak. they even invited me to apply for a job there. tp tak tentu if i can get into cosmetics punye department la.

i am still hoping to get a job in the personal care industry cuz lg selari with what i want kot. being a researcher there mcm more to academics but i'll think about it.

apapepun, agak puas hati i went to this course. i did learn something. :)

Because You Loved Me

The best song by Celine dion i dedicate to my late mum.

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love i found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand i could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and i stood tall
I had your love i had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe i don't know that much
But i know this much is true
I was blessed because i was loved by you

(chorus)

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

(chorus)


Happy Mother's Day, Ma. I miss u A LOT.

May u rest in peace. Al-fatihah..

selamat pengantin barruuuu..

ruby finally got married!!

yeap. from all us (UTM coursemates), everyone never thought she would be the first. Ruby the very gile2 type, gedik sket, maintain vogue tp she's not a typical girl. beleive it or not, she joined PALAPES mase kat UTM. and that's how she met Jerry, si pengantin lelaki. dari 1st year they were together, x sangke sampai ke kahwin dah.

the wedding was nice although delay lambat gile. supposed sanding 1.30pm end up sanding around 3pm. tp we all tunggu jugak semate2 nk tgk ruby bersanding. the baju was gorgeous, the pelamin was simple but sweet and ruby of course look so damn pretty.

so ruby, congratulations on ur wedding! we're all sangaaaat happy for u and kiteorg smue jeles ok!