cun!

i really like this movie. nak tgk lagi skali! hehe.

i'm not really a big fan of malay movies but i think malay movies skrg dh improved a lot. my favourites are always the late yasmin ahmad's films, afdlin shauki's and khabir bhatia's. razak mohaideen's is a big no no for me (yek!).

personally, i dont really fancy big big blockbusters movie. i'm more of the low profile type of movie but yet gives an impact and there's a deep message behind it.

i watched the trailer of this film before and i thought 'mcm funny je..'. i knew osman ali from the previous film 'anak halal' which i watched on tv during raya (lol), it was noot bad. so i thought ok gak tgk cite ni since at tht time our plan (me n fiance) to watch merong mahawangsa tk kesampaian. didn't expect it to be the best but it turns out to be awesome!

time kelakar, kelakar gile. time sedih, sedih gile. i cried. :(

it's more on the kasih sayang between family members and a love story between a woman from town with a kampung boy. sounds typical but the way the story revolves around the funny characters makes it more fun to watch.

watch it if u like this kind of film! :)

p/s: rasa rindu kampung kat aloq setaq lepaih tgk cite ni. lol.

chin up.

sad to say that in the last a month or two, i've been constantly depressed. well of course we got depressed every once in a while but this period of time i was depressed to the point that stupid ideas came into my mind. i even googled 'why am i depressed?' and thinking of taking anti depressant pills (whatever that is) and going to a psychiatrist. yeah, dramatic, i know. SO DRAMA. with ppl judging me was not helping me either.

anyway, now i think i got my positive energy back. i know i think too much and i worry too much. so i'm just gonna tone it down and focus on important things and be optimistic. looking back, i'm kinda embarassed of how i behave in front of ppl, twitter, fb and what not. i guess when i dont know who to go to, i express myself randomly and making a fool of myself. i even cried in front of lecturer?! oh my god, that was embarassing.

sometimes i get frustrated when ppl don't understand me. worse, they don't even bother. but i'm glad that i still have a few ppl around me to support me no matter what.

growing up is challenging. we face a lot of tough times and that what makes us better. look at our mothers and fathers, obviously they've been through a lot more. they know better. we make mistakes and we learn from them.

now i'm just gonna do my best in my studies and try to be the best person i can be, to the family, friends and of course my very very very understanding fiance. no more drama. i hope so.

peace y'all. :)