i gotta say i'm proud of my fiance for having his works recognised by the top photographer in Malaysia, Saiful Nang. i mean, how exciting is that? and then to be given a job by him? wow wow wee. His landscape photos has improved a lot now. although i tak reti la sgt nk appreciate photos deeply & details like him kan. but i can see the potential. lebih2 lagi, dh ber'kawan' dgn Saiful Nang skrg. who knows he can be a landscape/travel photographer then i can go travel with him! Eh?
alhamdulillah. consider it rezeki for him. and for us too. lebih byk dpt job, lebih income, then can kawin! yeay! but then obviously he'll be busy with his job than with me. :(
haih sacrifices i guess.
a friend once posted a quote:
"kesetiaan perempuan diuji bila lelaki itu tidak mempunyai apa-apa, kesetiaan lelaki diuji bila dia mempunyai segalanya"
so true isn't it?
i feel like this is one of the biggest challenges for me. to stay with him & support him no matter what. kalau ikutkan bisikan2 yg x brape elok, mmglah slalu je rasa kan best kalau i met up with someone yg kaya, yg more stable. x payah nk tunggu lama2 and frustrated every time. but then x semestinya yg kaya & stable tu will make me happy. besides, mcmlah ade org kaya nak kat aku. :P
i guess this is the time God wants me to learn rasa susah. plus mr fiance works really hard and i have to thank him for that. and i have to be really really bersyukur.
i can't wait to be married to him and i hope our marriage will work. hopefully soon. insyaallah. pretty pls doakan. :)
