when i was a little girl, i wanted to be a singer. lol. i always sing in the shower.
when i was a teenager, i wanted to be an accountant. or an astronomer.
towards the end the teenage years, i fell in love with chemistry. i wanted to be a chemist or a chemical engineer. so i went to university and learned chemistry.
after my university graduation, i didn't want to be a chemist anymore. i'm sick of it. i wanted to be involved in some kind of job where i can interact and meet a lot of ppl. like event management or things like that.
but then i end up working in the chemistry field. and i fell back in love with it. i wanted to learn and explore more about chemistry. focusing on cosmeseuticals by the way.
while working, i too discover my interest in business. i dream of having my own business. my damn own thing.
from there, i ended up doing masters in chemistry at the moment. with the hope of developing my own thing and make a business out of it.
but then again, my interest comes and goes. things change every now and then.
sometimes i think this is not what i wanted to do. sometimes i think is my thing. sometimes i feel it's not worth it. sometimes i think it's worth it. sometimes i think it's not the right thing. sometimes i think it is the right thing. sometimes i think i should try something else. sometimes i think i should try harder.
when i was a teenager, i wanted to be an accountant. or an astronomer.
towards the end the teenage years, i fell in love with chemistry. i wanted to be a chemist or a chemical engineer. so i went to university and learned chemistry.
after my university graduation, i didn't want to be a chemist anymore. i'm sick of it. i wanted to be involved in some kind of job where i can interact and meet a lot of ppl. like event management or things like that.
but then i end up working in the chemistry field. and i fell back in love with it. i wanted to learn and explore more about chemistry. focusing on cosmeseuticals by the way.
while working, i too discover my interest in business. i dream of having my own business. my damn own thing.
from there, i ended up doing masters in chemistry at the moment. with the hope of developing my own thing and make a business out of it.
but then again, my interest comes and goes. things change every now and then.
sometimes i think this is not what i wanted to do. sometimes i think is my thing. sometimes i feel it's not worth it. sometimes i think it's worth it. sometimes i think it's not the right thing. sometimes i think it is the right thing. sometimes i think i should try something else. sometimes i think i should try harder.
*sigh*
oh well.
que sera sera
whatever will be will be
the future's not ours to see
que sera sera
what will be, will be
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