1 month

Almost 1 month already to the big day!

phew time flies so fast.

starting to get busy settling things for the wedding and the pindah rumah and the 'settle work before cuti'. :P

alhamdulillah we just bought a bedroom set for our new home. will be delivered in 2 weeks time. other than maybe washing machine, we're planning on buying other things later. or wait and see what presents will we receive (hint hint).

phew so much belanja for a big day! even though we try to minimize our spending on the wedding, sometimes ter-over limit jugak. well i did, not syib haha. syib's side is very minimal like that. oh well, girls always gets excited over these things right? but anyway, i'm happy of the way i spent (and my dad's :p). try not to make ridicolous spending and make every money spent worth it. simpan lebih for our new home and honeymoons! note the 's'. hehehe. we were so excited we already have so many travelling plans after marriage! ntah bila nk pegi pun taktau.

will be doing my dresses fittings next weekend. weee~~. can't wait to see how my dresses look like. i trust my designer and so far, she has been giving me good service. alhamdulillah for that. mandi bunga/spa-ing appointment on 16th. doorgifts decorations to be finalised, diy mini pelamin/hantaran deco items to be bought, final meetings with the family for the event and small2 things that just need to be completed.  and oh, nikah registrations! and all the pindah2 barang to the new home. march is gonna be a busy month but alhamdulillah everything smooth so far.  hope everything dipermudahkan. aminnn!

anyway, another #theusualsttdi clan got married. congratulations puchi and adam! may u both have a happy marriage until jannah. :)

                                         

                                 

p/s: #theusualsttdi members just got bigger and bigger. soon, we're gonna need the whole restaurant booked for our usual gathering. lols.

worriers.

being a researcher, i developed a big habit of making google my bestfriend. everything that i don't understand or i'm curious about, i will google it and amazingly there will be answers! i believe everything must be based on facts. i googled like literally EVERYTHING. 

so since i have this chronic attitude of worrying too much (like really really too much sometimes!), i googled if these symptoms is some kind of sickness which could make my life worse.

and so these are the terms that i found: worrier and anxiety disorder.

turns out i'm not the only one. yeay!

check out these links if you have same symptoms as i have :P

9-steps-to-end-chronic-worrying
generalized anxiety disorder

some of the points:

'Worriers tend to be overutilizers of the health care system, meaning they see their doctor for just about every ache and pain' (haha this is so true!)

"Most people with the disorder report that they have been anxious for as long as they can remember. GAD occurs somewhat more often in women than in men" (u-huh)

"Even when aware that their worries or fears are stronger than needed, a person with GAD still has difficulty controlling them" (u-huh)

"Each individual needs to understand what causes their anxiety or what it is related to,"  "If you dig deep enough and go back to the early bases, it goes away because you have gotten to its roots."

and the statement that i love the most:

"Worriers are actually good at handling real problems."

a-ha!

so it's not really a bad thing right? :p