not really my favourite weekend.

alkisah keretaku,


saturday

suis tingkap cannot function properly. windows stuck xleh tutup. tukar suis = rm135


sunday

handle pintu broken. cannot open dari luar. tukar handle = rm60

(alang2) tukar minyak hitam, oil filter = rm64


total = rm259


sekian terima kasih. :(

p/s: jaga kereta MEMANG macam jaga anak. pfft!

have u ever want something so bad it makes u cry?

these videos just moved me today. i watched the one with the baby story from na's blog and the other one (book of love) is tagged by wan.

sangat touching and sweet.

it makes me feel to wanna be married and have a baby (a family) so much more. like seriously tak tipu.

damn.

i guess when the time comes u'll realize what u want the most in your life huh?

love month.

i dont know why but maybe this love month just suddenly makes me feel so lovey dovey angau mode. and..of course, looking at ur close fren/ex-rommate engagement pics just didnt help. ceh padahal takde kene mengene, nk jugak jadikan alasan. this are one of the moments where i always look back at this. something he gave me when we got together.

and keep on saying..

'ur time will come, hana!'.

and..

'sabar itu separuh drp iman..'

and..

'keje la weih. angau plak!'


LOL

sayangilah kereta anda.

i had a car accident a few days ago. langgar honda city yg brek tibe2 and somehow i lost control pastu langgar blakang. luckily the lady tu baik and cooperate dgn begitu bagus sekali. except the fact yg dea nk jugak report polis. so agak leceh have to go to jln bandar tongah2 kl to repot.(now i know!) but oh well. experienceee.

impak maksima kat kreta tu takla sebesar impak maksima kat hati ni. and takla jugak sebesar impak maksima kat duit poket aku. lol. spent almost 1k gak la termasuk saman. *sigh* kenapelah jage kereta ni mcm jage anak orang? pfft.

lepas ni bwk ngn penuh berhemah(iye ke?). sayang doh kete walaupun viva je.

nasib tak bwk mini cooper s lagi.

atuk.

my atuk passed away early yesterday morning. i was a bit shocked when achik called around 2am and told me 'atuk dah takde'. after suboh prayers, me, my dad and bro went straight to atuk's house. i was a bit sad cuz i think around last week, my dad ajak pegi jumpe but i refused cuz i was tired at that time so mcm fikir, maybe next wkeend or something. no wonder these past few days teringat2 jugak le kat atuk.

atuk died in his sleep. achik realized this cuz normally atuk will call her name or the maid's name every 5-10 mins cuz he always have difficulties to sleep. thats what the maid told me.

achik lives with atuk. she's not married. she doesnt have her own family. she took care of atuk for years. and now, when i put myself in her situation, i feel so so sad. pengorbanan achik taking care of atuk jauh lagi berat from the time i took care of my mother. i always complain before this, that i feel so alone after my mum passed away. well now, imagine achik.

bila cium jenazah atuk, rasa sedih sangat. i didn't expect myself to cry that much. things i'll always remember about atuk is that he's really a strong man. sure sakit every now and then, but he managed to pull himself together i guess. nyanyuk-nyanyuk atuk, itulah yg akan we all slalu ingat. lupe lupe atuk, but he always remember me!

atuk mmg comel. dan yg plg tak lupe, atuk mmg slalu advise cucu-cucunya, 'belajar rajin2', 'keje elok2'. walaupun every time jumpe sure kene update blk tgh buat ape skrg. and after 5 seconds, dea akan tanye balik the same question. so cute.

atuk will always be remembered. so does arwah opah. and arwah mama. may they rest in peace. semoga mereka ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 mulia. amin.

Al-fatihah Hj Zulkifli B. Abd Rahman 1918-2010.

2010.

new year started with a simple celebration (well, sort of) with the usuals. nothing much but just simple eating-pizzas-playing-uno-get-together kinda thing. watched fireworks just outside my home sweet home on midnight. x payah susah2 nk pegi tempat ramai2. serabut.

for the ones yang sebaya, 2010 is the tahun suku abad weih. we're gonna be a bunch of 25 year olds! nooooo. forever 21~!

this few days of new year started dgn tidak penuh semangatnye. patut new year, azam baru, lagi semangat kan. pfft. but because of the few long weekends, it kinda affects the mood to work or study. plus, i had one of the worst pms; period pain & mood swings everywhere since last 2 weeks. so agak tak berjalan sgt la all the work/studies.

ni baru nk mule balik. i need some motivation. momentum to study tu agak lost but i know i'll find it somewhere. good luck to me~! :)

Happy New Year Everyone. :)

akhir tahun.

its almost the end of the year! a few days left and we'll be in the year 2010. sungguh cepat masa berlalu.

i bet next year gonna be like the wedding year. ramai betul orang nk kawin.

as usual, azam baru tahun depan:

1. to study hard and smart for the masters. no pressure plz.

2. to stop feeling sad of my late mum (although i miss her a lot). move on plz.

3. to be more positive. buang itu negativity.

4. to stop thinking too much. lol.

hope this coming new year brings more joy and happiness to me. amiiinn. :)