updates!

my pc brokedown and i've been kinda busy. nuthing much has been going on anyway. only that i turned 23 last sunday and today is my dad's birthday. dinner at Sri Athathuya on last sunday and at The Ship tonite. makan besar berturut2.

went to the Asia Pacific Coatings Show @ KL Convention Centre. met with all the bussinesmen, chemists, managers etc. i think me and my fren was the only two person yg agak kebudakan. but kinda good exposure meeting up with all these ppl. not to mention met with one of the manager from thailand which is sooo cute. and he belanja us makan!

been updating my resume and start searching for jobs. not that i dont like my job now. it's just that i think i need a lot more exposure rather than just sitting in the lab and be the assistant of the chemists. my job now is easy. it's too easy. kurang berkembang. tak banyak blaja. i wanna learn more. but God knows bile i'll have a new job la kan. probably take a while. my fren/clique, sue, have got a new job and she'll be leaving me in about 3 months. which means i'm gonna be bored at work. like really really bored without her. no more gossip partner. i'm so jealous that she can easily got a job but i'm gonna find one too! hoping for the best!

bad news about my mum. she'll probably gonna be admitted again. right now waiting for the bone marrow test results. i really hope that everything's ok. that she doesnt have to be admiited again. plz plz plz. praying hard.

going to bed now. ngantuks. nite2.

i want to go swimming tomorrow. plz dont rain.

when u're a chemist...

If an experiment works, something has gone wrong.

When you don't know what you're doing, do it neatly.

Experiments must be reproducible, they should fail the same way each time.

First draw your curves, then plot your data.

Experience is directly proportional to equipment ruined.

Always keep a record of your data. It indicates that you have been working.

To do a lab really well, have your report done well in advance.

If you can't get the answer in the usual manner, start at the answer and derive the question.

In case of doubt, make it sound convincing.

Do not believe in miracles - rely on them.

Teamwork is essential, it allows you to blame someone else.

All unmarked beakers contain fast-acting, extremely toxic poisons.

No experiment is a complete failure. At least it can serve as a negative example.

Any delicate and expensive piece of glassware will break before any use can be made of it.

kebosanan melanda

harini cuti birthday agong. i stay one whole day at home. except teman mama pegi klinik and dinner. agak bosan la. at first ade plan nk hang out with my tmn tun friends tp mcm bz je semue. besides mcm dh last minute. yerla memule my utm friends plan nk hang out. pastu tak jadi, pastu jadi, pastu tak jadi balik. so nk buat plan pun susah.

ptg tadie ingat nk pi jogging tp hujan pulak. dah lame dah tak exercise. terase tak sehat pulak badan ni. dahla asik makan bende2 yg tak berfaedah je. dari haritu gian nk swimming tp tak beli2 lagi swimming suit. ssh betul la nk carik swimming suit yg sesuai. kan best mase kat jb dlu, mandi pki t-shirt sudah! tempat2 tertentu je kot yg tak kesah sgt pki ape tp mostly mmg strictly kn pki swimming suit.

i remember mase kat utm dulu. exspecially mase short sem. hari2 jogging beb! klu tak jogging pun, cycling. healthy lifestyle betul! dengan futsal nye lagi. mmg best gile la. dh balik duk kl ni, jadik malas. asik2 tgk tv, makan, tido. sangat tak healthy betul. i have to change this.

since this afternoon, i've been watching 'ezora' back to back online. best pulak cite tu. skrg ni dh suke plak tgk drama2 melayu ni. maybe bcuz dh makin logik compared to cite2 melayu dulu contohnye sembilu tu. gile annoying. besides suke plak tgk si beego tu. makin hensem lepas kawin then cerai. pfft. abis dah smue episod i tgk. tunggu yg akan dtg pulak.

over dinner with the family, we had this perbincangan hangat about my lil brother. whether he should pursue his degree in France (under JPA) or at UTP. my mum risau he cannot cope with the language and everything. my dad pulak menggalakkkan dea pegi. it's not his choice pun sbnrnye. at first tak dpt tp mase appeal ade 2 je engineering nye course. satu kat jepun, satu kat france. he chose France. tak sangke plak dpt. mule la smue bg pendapat. mcm ktorg pulak yg nk sambung degree tu. bak kate my mum "kt pulak pening2 kepala, ntah2 dea tido je kat sane (dea kat KMPP skrg)tak pkir pape pun". tau takpe!

ym-ed with a fren gak tadie. she had a problem in her relationship. knowing her story, kesian gile la. i feel sad too. tup2 dah baik balik. alhamdulillah. happy for her. suddenly dh pkir pasal kawin? hm advanced. maybe mmg kt dh actually smpi mase utk pkir psl kawin. i feel so kesian bile tgk org2 yg dh agak melepasi umur spatutnye utk kawin tp tak kawin2(apekah ayat ni?). mcm my senior chemist/clique, he's 33 and not yet married. kesian je tgk dea. kwn2 dea smue dh kawin dh ade anak. budak2 ofis pulak smuenye nk kenen2kan me and him. dea mmg baik orgnye, pendiam tapi terlampau baik smpi org bole pijak kepala dea. sometimes pkir, kesian jugak. perlu ke give him a chance? tp tanak la. tak boleh. he can be a good husband but i'm not sure he can be a good partner. he's too sweet. i just can't. besides cam dh anggap dea kawan, dh anggap mcm abang yg sgt protective. i wish i could find someone for him, pertolongan dr seorg kawan. erm teek? nak tak? hehe. *wink*

hm itulah kemerepekan ku harini. my thoughts of the day. saje je menghilangkan kebosanan. pfft.

my advanced birthday cake

ice cream cake! yum yum!


actually my workplace have this aktiviti bulanan thingy. every month we will go out and eat someplace nice together2 (girls only la tapi). and klu ade sape2 punye birthday on that month, celebrate skali la. so my birthday is on this month. skali ngn kak ana. so dptla birthday cake! yeayness! i actually requested for the ice cream cake cuz ade this kedai bakery kat sg buloh ni make the very the delicious ice cream cake. thanx so much akak akak smue!

dah lame tak celebrate mcm tu. normally my family pun bukan type yg nk celebrate2 sgt. wish happy birthday and that's it. no presents, no cakes. jarang2 skali. tp sometimes klu nak something, time birthday la mintak. but i'm not complaining pun. birthday wish tu pun dah cukup bermakna. cume teringat pulak zaman kanak2/remaja dlu (ceh mcm dh tue plak), siap buat birthday party, kwn2 bagi hadiah. it was really fun.

my birthday yg tak dpt dilupakan was when i was in form 3 i think. my frens buat surprise party yg tak surprise sbb dah kantoi. haha! that was like the best birthday ever. and that birthday was which i got paling banyak hadiah. satu box besar bwk balik. remember u guys? kiara park? hadiah paling besar is the big teddy bear from din and sara. still simpan ok! i remember kaz (i think) who asked me to close my eyes and just pretend to be surprise when i actually already knew about the party. apape pun, surprise ke tak surprise, i appreciated it. thanx so much. that day was a memorable day.

it is a nice feeling to celebrate birthdays or at least have birthday wishes but it is not a good feeling knowing that i'm growing older. i'm turning 23 in about 2 weeks and i just can't beleive it. dh tue dh aku? pfft. bak kate sue (my fren/clique), "ade lagi 3 thn nk carik jodoh. sempat tak ni?" hahahaha. (konon2la ktorg target 26 nk kawin). well, i pray for both of us la babe.

happy advanced birthday to me. bulan depan ice cream cake lg ye akaks? :)