everyone needs a mother. mothers understand everything.
i too need a mother.
i miss having a mother.
When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared,
And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
pushing me to the top.
You're always there,
giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and
I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
the weekend.
yesterday, me and hani tried the fish spa at Kenko Mid Valley. at first it was geli gile okeeey. but then lame lame it actually felt good. there were small fishes and big fishes. the one with the big fishes felt better although agak scary la mase nk celup kaki tu. the fishes look so hungry. mcm menunggu je nk makan kaki orang. lol. i mean nk makan dead cells or wutever.
we went there pun cuz we got this voucher from an event. so we did it for free! i actually have 2 other vouchers, rm100 and rm50. hmm dont know nk try out which one. sorang2 plak tu. kinda interested with the body massage and the body fish spa therapy. but kinda nervous with the idea si ikan-ikan mengeremuni badanku. haha. hmm we'll see.
today, i went to the butterfly park@lake garden. saje saje mengisi masa lapang. actually temankan my fren, teha, bwk her little sister and little cousins jalan-jalan. but i think agak tak worth it the price masuk. rm8 tapi macam takde bende sangat. butterflies pun sikit je. kecewaa..
thought nk pegi jalan all the taman there. tp dah tak sempat, by the time kuar butterfly park tu pun dh pukul 6. taman-taman pun dh tutup. but i think it's a good place nk berjalan-jalan. jom jom beramai2!
i think i should do these kind of activities more often. rather than typical hanging out at the mall. dah boring! lol.
we went there pun cuz we got this voucher from an event. so we did it for free! i actually have 2 other vouchers, rm100 and rm50. hmm dont know nk try out which one. sorang2 plak tu. kinda interested with the body massage and the body fish spa therapy. but kinda nervous with the idea si ikan-ikan mengeremuni badanku. haha. hmm we'll see.
today, i went to the butterfly park@lake garden. saje saje mengisi masa lapang. actually temankan my fren, teha, bwk her little sister and little cousins jalan-jalan. but i think agak tak worth it the price masuk. rm8 tapi macam takde bende sangat. butterflies pun sikit je. kecewaa..
thought nk pegi jalan all the taman there. tp dah tak sempat, by the time kuar butterfly park tu pun dh pukul 6. taman-taman pun dh tutup. but i think it's a good place nk berjalan-jalan. jom jom beramai2!
i think i should do these kind of activities more often. rather than typical hanging out at the mall. dah boring! lol.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
mocca-ness
mocca was last nite! happy-happiness!
definitely put me in a better mood from all the stress. (still stress la jugak actually. hmm.)
definitely put me in a better mood from all the stress. (still stress la jugak actually. hmm.)
Monday, March 16, 2009
que sera sera
when i was a little girl, i wanted to be a singer. lol. i always sing in the shower.
when i was a teenager, i wanted to be an accountant. or an astronomer.
towards the end the teenage years, i fell in love with chemistry. i wanted to be a chemist or a chemical engineer. so i went to university and learned chemistry.
after my university graduation, i didn't want to be a chemist anymore. i'm sick of it. i wanted to be involved in some kind of job where i can interact and meet a lot of ppl. like event management or things like that.
but then i end up working in the chemistry field. and i fell back in love with it. i wanted to learn and explore more about chemistry. focusing on cosmeseuticals by the way.
while working, i too discover my interest in business. i dream of having my own business. my damn own thing.
from there, i ended up doing masters in chemistry at the moment. with the hope of developing my own thing and make a business out of it.
but then again, my interest comes and goes. things change every now and then.
sometimes i think this is not what i wanted to do. sometimes i think is my thing. sometimes i feel it's not worth it. sometimes i think it's worth it. sometimes i think it's not the right thing. sometimes i think it is the right thing. sometimes i think i should try something else. sometimes i think i should try harder.
when i was a teenager, i wanted to be an accountant. or an astronomer.
towards the end the teenage years, i fell in love with chemistry. i wanted to be a chemist or a chemical engineer. so i went to university and learned chemistry.
after my university graduation, i didn't want to be a chemist anymore. i'm sick of it. i wanted to be involved in some kind of job where i can interact and meet a lot of ppl. like event management or things like that.
but then i end up working in the chemistry field. and i fell back in love with it. i wanted to learn and explore more about chemistry. focusing on cosmeseuticals by the way.
while working, i too discover my interest in business. i dream of having my own business. my damn own thing.
from there, i ended up doing masters in chemistry at the moment. with the hope of developing my own thing and make a business out of it.
but then again, my interest comes and goes. things change every now and then.
sometimes i think this is not what i wanted to do. sometimes i think is my thing. sometimes i feel it's not worth it. sometimes i think it's worth it. sometimes i think it's not the right thing. sometimes i think it is the right thing. sometimes i think i should try something else. sometimes i think i should try harder.
*sigh*
oh well.
que sera sera
whatever will be will be
the future's not ours to see
que sera sera
what will be, will be
Saturday, March 7, 2009
si COMEL.
since 1-2 minggu lepas, si COMEL slalu datang ke rumah. si COMEL bukan kucing saya tp dea selalu muncul kat belakang rumah saya. kalau dea datang, dea suke manja-manja dgn saya. gesel-gesel badan kat saya, buat muka kesian dan sangat comel tu. sbb tu saya panggil dea COMEL. saya pun layankan aje. saya bagi dea makan bila dea lapar. saya suka main-main dgn dea. buli dea. kadang2 saya cakap-cakap ngn dea bile saya sorang2 kat rumah. saya xtaula dea kucing org ke atau kucing jalanan je. apapepun dea sgt comel. tapi dea datang dan pergi. kadang2 ade kadang2 takde. tp klu dea ade saya suka sbb boleh main dgn dea. rasa macam nk bela pun ade tp papa tak kasi punya. dea tak suke kucing sangat. actually saya pn tak minat sangat tp bile tengok si COMEL yg comel dan manja ni, cair!
oh COMEL, u're so adorable! :)
Friday, March 6, 2009
Mr Mraz
last 2 nights (wed) was jason mraz's concert.
i wouldn't say it was awesome. it was just okay. don't know why, mcm tak puas hati sgt. but then i think his 'i'm yours' version that nite was amazing. we did had fun singing along. and i so love his cute dancing thingy and aksi-aksi comelnye. way to go, jason.
here's the video of 'i'm yours' from the concert.
"every little thing..is gonna be alright!"
i wouldn't say it was awesome. it was just okay. don't know why, mcm tak puas hati sgt. but then i think his 'i'm yours' version that nite was amazing. we did had fun singing along. and i so love his cute dancing thingy and aksi-aksi comelnye. way to go, jason.
here's the video of 'i'm yours' from the concert.
"every little thing..is gonna be alright!"
Monday, March 2, 2009
ke-confuse-an
i am so freaking confuse right now. i can't decide which way to go for my future. 24 is such a confusing age. haha. (altho blum masuk lg. still 23!)
so i called the ex-engineer of UTM CEPP and after chatting for a while, i feel that doing masters there is fun. i get to do my own cream/lotion etc! but then again i'm scared that it might turn out to be the same thing of what i'm doing here in UKM. terpikir jugak what my ex-lecturer said(CEPP is not good?). *sigh* rase mcm nk keje blk pun ade. dahla takde income!
lots of thoughts in my mind lately. macam-macam pikir.
and i haven't started on the proposal yet. pffft.
takpe hana. u can do this. everything's gonna be ok. chaiyok2!!
so i called the ex-engineer of UTM CEPP and after chatting for a while, i feel that doing masters there is fun. i get to do my own cream/lotion etc! but then again i'm scared that it might turn out to be the same thing of what i'm doing here in UKM. terpikir jugak what my ex-lecturer said(CEPP is not good?). *sigh* rase mcm nk keje blk pun ade. dahla takde income!
lots of thoughts in my mind lately. macam-macam pikir.
and i haven't started on the proposal yet. pffft.
takpe hana. u can do this. everything's gonna be ok. chaiyok2!!
Sunday, March 1, 2009
amik mood sket...
Jason Mraz-Live High
i looove this song.
Live high
Live mighty
Live righteously
Takin it easy
Live high, live mighty
Oh live righteously
i looove this song.
Live high
Live mighty
Live righteously
Takin it easy
Live high, live mighty
Oh live righteously
hoi hoi ya hoi
sorry for the late update. for a while semangat utk blogging dah hilang. :P
it's march already. last month i went to melaka twice. first trip with the cousins and 2nd trip was with The Usuals and The Teh o Ais Crew. it was fun to actually hang out with a bunch of friends and families although melaka tu takde ape sangat pun. hopefully ade another trip pulak. pegi pulau maybe?. living in kl is so stressful. vacation itu penting. huhu. we(The Usuals) also had a not-so-surprise bday celebration for fai. 24 already!!
tup tap tup tap dh masuk march. this coming wednesday(4th march) i'll be going to Jason Mraz's concert. but i think semangat lebih for Mocca's concert on 18th march. haha.
sebulan lebih lagi i have to submit my research proposal. yet i am still blur about the whole thing. agak stres la jugak. by May, i have to present my proposal. dh imagine dh kene tembak macam2 ngn lecturers. now still struggling to gather informations. read read read...
some of u may know that i was thinking of getting into UTM CEPP to do masters. hm still confuse about that. apparently they do researchs focusing on cosmeseuticals area which is what i'm interested in. but when i ask my lecturer's opinion kat UTM (different faculty), he advised me NOT to go into CEPP because according to him, they dont know much about chemistry. they just develop products with less knowledge on the chemistry part. but then my auntie called one of the ex-engineers there and she(the engineer) said that if i want to learn more about cosmetics, CEPP is the place. damn. ponin kepala den! am gonna call her to ask her more.
right now i think i'm gonna try and focus on this course. but i maybe will attend the short courses on formulation at CEPP.
damn. susah tul nk figure out what's best for me. what's best for me in the future.
oh well. that's life kan.
here's some of the pics from February actvities :
it's march already. last month i went to melaka twice. first trip with the cousins and 2nd trip was with The Usuals and The Teh o Ais Crew. it was fun to actually hang out with a bunch of friends and families although melaka tu takde ape sangat pun. hopefully ade another trip pulak. pegi pulau maybe?. living in kl is so stressful. vacation itu penting. huhu. we(The Usuals) also had a not-so-surprise bday celebration for fai. 24 already!!
tup tap tup tap dh masuk march. this coming wednesday(4th march) i'll be going to Jason Mraz's concert. but i think semangat lebih for Mocca's concert on 18th march. haha.
sebulan lebih lagi i have to submit my research proposal. yet i am still blur about the whole thing. agak stres la jugak. by May, i have to present my proposal. dh imagine dh kene tembak macam2 ngn lecturers. now still struggling to gather informations. read read read...
some of u may know that i was thinking of getting into UTM CEPP to do masters. hm still confuse about that. apparently they do researchs focusing on cosmeseuticals area which is what i'm interested in. but when i ask my lecturer's opinion kat UTM (different faculty), he advised me NOT to go into CEPP because according to him, they dont know much about chemistry. they just develop products with less knowledge on the chemistry part. but then my auntie called one of the ex-engineers there and she(the engineer) said that if i want to learn more about cosmetics, CEPP is the place. damn. ponin kepala den! am gonna call her to ask her more.
right now i think i'm gonna try and focus on this course. but i maybe will attend the short courses on formulation at CEPP.
damn. susah tul nk figure out what's best for me. what's best for me in the future.
oh well. that's life kan.
here's some of the pics from February actvities :
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