Tuesday, October 20, 2009

cuakness.

it freaks me out that suddenly i have all the feelings i never had before.

scared.

scared that i keep thinking about it.

scared that it might not happen the way i hope it would be.

scared that maybe i'm moving too fast.


i want it badly. i wanna have someone to always be my side. i wanna have a baby. i want my own family. i dont wanna go back to loneliness again.


i lost the one person i love the most. i cannot afford to lose one more.

not now.

oh God, pls pls pls make it work.




aaaa i miss my dad already..

2 comments:

namasayatihah said...

babe,dun think too much..relax k...u r not goin to lose anyone..just let it go with da flow okay dear...;p

teek said...

whatever happened in our lives, you have to remember there's always family & friends to fall back on, you have yourself and importantly, God.

But ye lah, we are only human.