it freaks me out that suddenly i have all the feelings i never had before.
scared.
scared that i keep thinking about it.
scared that it might not happen the way i hope it would be.
scared that maybe i'm moving too fast.
i want it badly. i wanna have someone to always be my side. i wanna have a baby. i want my own family. i dont wanna go back to loneliness again.
i lost the one person i love the most. i cannot afford to lose one more.
not now.
oh God, pls pls pls make it work.
aaaa i miss my dad already..
2 comments:
babe,dun think too much..relax k...u r not goin to lose anyone..just let it go with da flow okay dear...;p
whatever happened in our lives, you have to remember there's always family & friends to fall back on, you have yourself and importantly, God.
But ye lah, we are only human.
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