Monday, October 5, 2009

masters.

"memang at some point u akan rase nak give up and tak sanggup nk continue, but kene banyak bersabar because that is the challenge and the experience lah yang akan membentuk u in the future"


huaaaaaaaa. a little spontaneous motivation talk by the lecturers yesterday. agak membuka mata la. lagi2 kluar all their experiences stories during their masters and phd. damn their days were much more difficult. wonder how they did it. and kita nowadays still complaining with all the internet and everything. no wonder la my dad malas nk layan kalau mengadu susah, sbb time die lagiiiii susah.

rasa cuak pun ade jugak. i always wonder 'boleh ke aku buat master ni?'. time buat final year project degree pun dah stres gile nangis nangis nk terjun bangunan ape smue, apatah lagi masters. damn. that question slalu bermain2 kat kepala. tapi i think, if i can go thru that, i can go thru this kot(sedapkan hati).

but actually it's fun! susah tapi fun. exspecially if it is in the field of interest. thru my degree experience, rase macam penat lelah berhasil akirnya. bcuz i discover something and i learn A LOT. exploring new things ni sronok sbnrnye, mcm cite Mythbusters kat Discovery Channel tu. damn i wish i could be part of them. they make it look so easy and enjoyable. padahal kalau tak pakar mau tak pecah kepala pkir macamane nk solve.


some ppl work just for the sake of money(mostly kot). some ppl work for experience. some ppl work to explore more in their interest and learn something from the job.

i go for the third one.

tapi nk dpt job yg kite suke BAPAK SUSAH.

so my plan is, study dulu, explore dulu, then work in a personal care industry- learn some more for a few years then do my own thing-bukak business ke ape. woohooo. cita2 tinggi aje. 1st step pun blum lepas. pffft.

apapepun..

dear GOD, please be near me all the time so i can go thru all this sucessfully. :)


berita terkini: my office @ enstek is gonna move to KL soon. how soon is soon, wallahualam.




1 comment:

Dr-Nur said...

hopefully dah ada new spirit utk continue masters ye...fighting!