Monday, December 13, 2010

calon.

so me & my lil bro met up with (so-called) papa's 'calon'.

i dont know how to react to this. i dont know why it bothers me anyway. mixed feelings. kejap sad, kejap okey. confusing.

yeah i always wanted him to meet someone so that ade org boleh teman him. jaga him. but bile dh nmpak mcm serious ke arah tu, there's a voice inside my head that says 'mane boleh!', 'nobody can replace my mum!' and 'i can take care of him!'. another voice will go 'she's not gonna be a good wife for u!' tapi bile pikir blk, apekejadah aku nk pkir sgt nih.

i guess i shouldn't be judging ppl based on appearance or 1st impressions. nobody is perfect. so i'm just gonna go positive about this for now.

a piece of advise from a friend. 'she won't be the same as ur mom. she won't. but at least, accept her as a friend pn dh ckup'. and my fiance ask me to give him a chance and always pray good things for him.

fiiiiineeeeeeeee.

tetibe jumpe video ni.






ok. kelakar wei.

2 comments:

namasayatihah said...

umm..if i were u, i pun akan pk bnda yg same...of cuz no one can replace our mum kn??n we always tot yg...we can take cre of our own dad...but..ya...give that 'calon' a chance la...perhaps..she makes ur dad happy...n she can take cre of ur dad...no worries..she is not goin to b ur mum..she cant replcae ur mum pn...be strong k babe...
life must goes on...;)

Hana said...

thanks babe! no worries.