manusia.

i'm the kind of person who hates to hate ppl. (get it?)

like tak payah la nk benci benci sgt. musuh-musuh sgt.

i believe everyone has their own kind of behaviour whether it's good or bad. it all depends on how they were brought up , their experiences and their surroundings or their circle of friends/ppl. tak boleh nk judge sangat. manusia mcm2 ragam yg kadang-kadang tak masuk akal. drives you crazy but i guess at the end of the day, kena belajar accept.

tapi kalau dah org constantly buat something bad kat kt, tak tahan jugak wei.

i'm the type yg susah sangat nk marah or kecik hati, but once someone pissed me off, susah nak lupa & let go. i can forgive but it's hard to forget.

like once when i'm in uni during my degree years, i was pissed off at this one guy and i started blurt out every single word yang tak baik dlm dunia ni (over) because i was just really really angry. i remember saying 'saya tak halalkan smue rezeki awak'. and then i never talk to him ever again.

like my ex-bf trying to make friends with me back, i couldn't do it because i can still remember the bad things he has done to me. so i never talk to him ever again too.

tapi bila jadi bende-bende mcm ni. i always remember the saying ' kesalahan sesama manusia ni manusia je yg boleh ampunkan'. can u imagine dying and then susah mati sbb mak tak ampunkan dosa anak. (ok ni pengaruh drama spektra).

u know what i mean.

'biar org buat kita, jgn kita buat org'

oh well. i guess we all make mistakes.

but...

i'm still contemplating whether to invite this one person to my wedding or not because i'm still annoyed.

k bye.

the power of social media.

a lot of social media sites nowadays. facebook, twitter, instagram, pinterest, myspace, tumblr. macam2 lagi lah. you name it.

it all has become a big part of our lives. paling utama facebook. like you almost cannot NOT have it.

although it's fun to interact with ppl and it somehow brings ppl together but it's getting scarier and scarier.

we often make them as a way to let go of our feelings. luahan perasaan. sometimes 'attention-seeker'-ish. especially kalau kat twitter tu. womens especially. macam2 complain and luahkan. perempuan kan. mmg dh naluri suka luahkan perasaan & wants a lil bit of attention.

that includes me.

i always remind myself 'kalau emosi jangan post anything on media'. but sometimes i failed.

after dh posted something, hours after that, i realize, oh shoot, did i just mention my problems to the whole world?

a few times dah i feel like i should shut down from all the social media. tenang sikit. but it's not easy. see how it already becomes part of our lives? sad but true.

seriously kdg2 tengok post org, gambar org, mesti ada perasaan envy, menyampah, annoyed, and punca segala pe-menyumpat-an. true right?

but we have to admit it. it's the way we're updated with our friends and families activities nowadays. at least we know this friend just delivered a baby. this friend just celebrated his/her graduation and so on.

nevertheless, i still love them because it helps us to share informations and most important, shopping!

lol

we're updated with all these new clothes or shawls or any items then immediately nak beli. so dangerous but i'm addicted to online shopping already. :)

i think that's one of the reason why it's holding me back from shutting down from the social media. boleh?

happy new year!

It's 2013 already!

Time flies so fast. 2012 has been challenging for me. I've gone through difficult situations. I can say that i suffer from a very mild depression. Not many people understand this but i'm still thankful to have people close to me especially my soon to be husband bcuz he's very understanding and supportive. I dont know what would i do without him. 

But all those things really teaches me to be more patience and bersyukur. It's hard but it's a damn good lesson. Everything happens for a reason huh?

Hoping for a better year this year and looking fwd for march! ;)

Happy new year folks!