charice pempengco.
i adore this young filipino girl. she's only 16 years old but her voice is superbly powerful and she has a very good showmanship. i was impressed the first time i saw her sing on Oprah's show. she started singing when she was 4 and started participating in lots of competition since she was 7. go check out her videos on youtube. thumbs up!
Monday, April 20, 2009
Monday, April 6, 2009
surprise surprise.
so i quit my masters. yeap u read it right. i quit.
i'm sure the big question is 'why??' kan.
well, it turns out this is not what i wanted to do. plus, when i registered before, i didn't think it thru. i think i decide too fast without thinking what really it is all about. and at that time, i was really just looking for any opportunity for me to just quit my job. bcause i hate it. except for all the good ppl la kan.
so far, i've learned that in chemistry there's several professions. research officers, quality control and formulation chemist. see, i'm more into formulation chemists. what i realize is i'm not into research sgt. or at least not now. it's complicated really. research is more into developing new things from whatever ade on earth ni. i think formulation have to be learned thru the manufacturing process and experience. the rheology, the cleansing properties, the foaming properties, yup these are what i want to learn. senang cite, by working in the industry. i also gonna attend the short courses on formulation at UTM. the masters programme there too kinda relate a bit to formulation. gonna find out more about that too.
i know. by now, ppl will go like, "macam2 la hana ni" or " rugi gile siot". well, i beleive i did the right thing. i'm not gonna waste 2 years doing something i dislike. and i don't see this as giving up as some ppl see it. i see this as choosing my career. if i'm wrong,..well.that's something i don't wanna think about right now. we have choices rite. life is all about trying and experiencing new things anyway.
as for now, jobhunting!! i know right now agak susah seeking for a job. ah well, pikir positive je la. while jobhunting, i read a lot about personal care products. trying to learn about the market and ingredients whatsoever. at least i'm doing something!
my advice to ppl yg terfikir nk amik masters, sile pikir betul2. don't do masters bcuz u don't wanna work. don't do masters bcuz u wanna have masters. don't do masters when u don't have a project in mind. and u gotta have a lot of passion if u wanna do masters. trust me. i've learned my lesson.
till then, wish me luck!
i'm sure the big question is 'why??' kan.
well, it turns out this is not what i wanted to do. plus, when i registered before, i didn't think it thru. i think i decide too fast without thinking what really it is all about. and at that time, i was really just looking for any opportunity for me to just quit my job. bcause i hate it. except for all the good ppl la kan.
so far, i've learned that in chemistry there's several professions. research officers, quality control and formulation chemist. see, i'm more into formulation chemists. what i realize is i'm not into research sgt. or at least not now. it's complicated really. research is more into developing new things from whatever ade on earth ni. i think formulation have to be learned thru the manufacturing process and experience. the rheology, the cleansing properties, the foaming properties, yup these are what i want to learn. senang cite, by working in the industry. i also gonna attend the short courses on formulation at UTM. the masters programme there too kinda relate a bit to formulation. gonna find out more about that too.
i know. by now, ppl will go like, "macam2 la hana ni" or " rugi gile siot". well, i beleive i did the right thing. i'm not gonna waste 2 years doing something i dislike. and i don't see this as giving up as some ppl see it. i see this as choosing my career. if i'm wrong,..well.that's something i don't wanna think about right now. we have choices rite. life is all about trying and experiencing new things anyway.
as for now, jobhunting!! i know right now agak susah seeking for a job. ah well, pikir positive je la. while jobhunting, i read a lot about personal care products. trying to learn about the market and ingredients whatsoever. at least i'm doing something!
my advice to ppl yg terfikir nk amik masters, sile pikir betul2. don't do masters bcuz u don't wanna work. don't do masters bcuz u wanna have masters. don't do masters when u don't have a project in mind. and u gotta have a lot of passion if u wanna do masters. trust me. i've learned my lesson.
till then, wish me luck!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
everyone needs a mother. mothers understand everything.
i too need a mother.
i miss having a mother.
When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared,
And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
pushing me to the top.
You're always there,
giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and
I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...
i too need a mother.
i miss having a mother.
When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared,
And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
pushing me to the top.
You're always there,
giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and
I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...
Sunday, March 22, 2009
the weekend.
yesterday, me and hani tried the fish spa at Kenko Mid Valley. at first it was geli gile okeeey. but then lame lame it actually felt good. there were small fishes and big fishes. the one with the big fishes felt better although agak scary la mase nk celup kaki tu. the fishes look so hungry. mcm menunggu je nk makan kaki orang. lol. i mean nk makan dead cells or wutever.
we went there pun cuz we got this voucher from an event. so we did it for free! i actually have 2 other vouchers, rm100 and rm50. hmm dont know nk try out which one. sorang2 plak tu. kinda interested with the body massage and the body fish spa therapy. but kinda nervous with the idea si ikan-ikan mengeremuni badanku. haha. hmm we'll see.
today, i went to the butterfly park@lake garden. saje saje mengisi masa lapang. actually temankan my fren, teha, bwk her little sister and little cousins jalan-jalan. but i think agak tak worth it the price masuk. rm8 tapi macam takde bende sangat. butterflies pun sikit je. kecewaa..
thought nk pegi jalan all the taman there. tp dah tak sempat, by the time kuar butterfly park tu pun dh pukul 6. taman-taman pun dh tutup. but i think it's a good place nk berjalan-jalan. jom jom beramai2!
i think i should do these kind of activities more often. rather than typical hanging out at the mall. dah boring! lol.
we went there pun cuz we got this voucher from an event. so we did it for free! i actually have 2 other vouchers, rm100 and rm50. hmm dont know nk try out which one. sorang2 plak tu. kinda interested with the body massage and the body fish spa therapy. but kinda nervous with the idea si ikan-ikan mengeremuni badanku. haha. hmm we'll see.
today, i went to the butterfly park@lake garden. saje saje mengisi masa lapang. actually temankan my fren, teha, bwk her little sister and little cousins jalan-jalan. but i think agak tak worth it the price masuk. rm8 tapi macam takde bende sangat. butterflies pun sikit je. kecewaa..
thought nk pegi jalan all the taman there. tp dah tak sempat, by the time kuar butterfly park tu pun dh pukul 6. taman-taman pun dh tutup. but i think it's a good place nk berjalan-jalan. jom jom beramai2!
i think i should do these kind of activities more often. rather than typical hanging out at the mall. dah boring! lol.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
mocca-ness
mocca was last nite! happy-happiness!
definitely put me in a better mood from all the stress. (still stress la jugak actually. hmm.)
definitely put me in a better mood from all the stress. (still stress la jugak actually. hmm.)
Monday, March 16, 2009
que sera sera
when i was a little girl, i wanted to be a singer. lol. i always sing in the shower.
when i was a teenager, i wanted to be an accountant. or an astronomer.
towards the end the teenage years, i fell in love with chemistry. i wanted to be a chemist or a chemical engineer. so i went to university and learned chemistry.
after my university graduation, i didn't want to be a chemist anymore. i'm sick of it. i wanted to be involved in some kind of job where i can interact and meet a lot of ppl. like event management or things like that.
but then i end up working in the chemistry field. and i fell back in love with it. i wanted to learn and explore more about chemistry. focusing on cosmeseuticals by the way.
while working, i too discover my interest in business. i dream of having my own business. my damn own thing.
from there, i ended up doing masters in chemistry at the moment. with the hope of developing my own thing and make a business out of it.
but then again, my interest comes and goes. things change every now and then.
sometimes i think this is not what i wanted to do. sometimes i think is my thing. sometimes i feel it's not worth it. sometimes i think it's worth it. sometimes i think it's not the right thing. sometimes i think it is the right thing. sometimes i think i should try something else. sometimes i think i should try harder.
when i was a teenager, i wanted to be an accountant. or an astronomer.
towards the end the teenage years, i fell in love with chemistry. i wanted to be a chemist or a chemical engineer. so i went to university and learned chemistry.
after my university graduation, i didn't want to be a chemist anymore. i'm sick of it. i wanted to be involved in some kind of job where i can interact and meet a lot of ppl. like event management or things like that.
but then i end up working in the chemistry field. and i fell back in love with it. i wanted to learn and explore more about chemistry. focusing on cosmeseuticals by the way.
while working, i too discover my interest in business. i dream of having my own business. my damn own thing.
from there, i ended up doing masters in chemistry at the moment. with the hope of developing my own thing and make a business out of it.
but then again, my interest comes and goes. things change every now and then.
sometimes i think this is not what i wanted to do. sometimes i think is my thing. sometimes i feel it's not worth it. sometimes i think it's worth it. sometimes i think it's not the right thing. sometimes i think it is the right thing. sometimes i think i should try something else. sometimes i think i should try harder.
*sigh*
oh well.
que sera sera
whatever will be will be
the future's not ours to see
que sera sera
what will be, will be
Saturday, March 7, 2009
si COMEL.
since 1-2 minggu lepas, si COMEL slalu datang ke rumah. si COMEL bukan kucing saya tp dea selalu muncul kat belakang rumah saya. kalau dea datang, dea suke manja-manja dgn saya. gesel-gesel badan kat saya, buat muka kesian dan sangat comel tu. sbb tu saya panggil dea COMEL. saya pun layankan aje. saya bagi dea makan bila dea lapar. saya suka main-main dgn dea. buli dea. kadang2 saya cakap-cakap ngn dea bile saya sorang2 kat rumah. saya xtaula dea kucing org ke atau kucing jalanan je. apapepun dea sgt comel. tapi dea datang dan pergi. kadang2 ade kadang2 takde. tp klu dea ade saya suka sbb boleh main dgn dea. rasa macam nk bela pun ade tp papa tak kasi punya. dea tak suke kucing sangat. actually saya pn tak minat sangat tp bile tengok si COMEL yg comel dan manja ni, cair!
oh COMEL, u're so adorable! :)
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